I AM AWARE

That I SUCK SUCK SUCK when it comes to blogging the last couple of days.. Let me just say I have been enjoying my last few days of my study-abroad experience.. We have had cookouts the last three nights and plan to continue them until we leave.. ((For me it is Thursday at 3:00 AM)) .. I have been sucking at blogging not only because I have been 'enjoying my last few days' but also because I am going into hardcore depression mode about leaving all the great people I have met here. I cannot believe how many GREAT FRIENDS I have from ALL OVER THE WORLD!!! I have cried the last three days at random times just thinking about those last few moments of me being here..... They are counting down.... And I cannot believe it.... Denial stage first.... Depression second.... Excited-ness third.... Don't get me wrong... I am STOKED to see everyone from home.... But right now I'm thinking about leaving all these great people that I have grown to know and love before I focus on returning to all those that I love back in the States..... I will blog some within the next few days... Through tears.... I will see you in three days! XOXO from Europe